Well today is my first day as a non-smoker. It is harder than I thought. It is something that must be conqured! I know that if I can do this, then I can do anything. Part of me still questions
if I am really ready to quit. But I have come to the conclusion that you will never quit if you keep waiting for the right time. It is just a decision you have to make and stick with to make it work.
But I have to admit, I'm in my first day and I do miss it a little already. What does that say about me? I feel guilty or something of that nature for actually wanting one. I have to train my body to react differently from what I've been feeding it for the past 12 years. Even though I was not a very heavy smoker, I still crave it and enjoy it. But I refuse to give in! I want to have more energy, be healthier, and feel better about myself. I know that God can't use me unless I am fully surrendured, and this is the only hinderance in my relationship with Him. So we shall see where this journey takes me!
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